P. S I LOVE YOU

Staring you at first was like the most perfect fit in my eyes, that i really can't even describe how does it feel that everytime i see you my hearts beating rapidly.  It's hard to feel this way.  I don't know how to tell you,  it's because i'm afraid that i will gonna lose you one day.  So, we met this night. I swear to god.  How i'm feeling that happiness cause i've been dying to meet you and miss you so much.  I'm glad that we met,  can't lie to my eyes.  I'm quiet shy everytime i wanted to stare at you.  I don't even know myself that time.  I was feeling nervous everytime i see you.  I really wanna ask you if you wanted to come and see my world and taste it. 

I'm so sorry, i want you more than just a friend.  I'm so sorry that i like you.  But hey,  we still gonna be friends, right? I don't wanna throw our friendship away and just like that.  Swear to god,  i still love you but if we can't be together.  I'm okay, cause i don't deserve someone who is you. Well, the girl who is with you,  shes the luckiest girl in the world.  While me?  I'm just going to be me.  And ordinary me. Old me?  Nahh. I'm gonna be the new me. 

goodbye, love.

Thanks for the memories and everything.

P. S I LOVE YOU