HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARSELF!
Assalamualaikum, mm so hey. Today is my birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! YEAYY!
This year's birthday feels so shady and kind of sad because I don't feel like celebrating it. Its because I'm not happy with myself. Everything that happened gave me a hit which I'm not feeling it anymore. It just I feel so emotional thinking that something could never return back to me. So that is why I feel like I wanted to write here. My stories. Maybe some of you guys might feel uncomfortable with me, mumbling and expressing my emotional feeling in my blogger. Lol. It just I wanted you guys to know, for someone out there, whos got the same situation with me. It is okay not to be okay. Because we're human. This is normal for someone like us. If u feel sad. Cry. Just cry if that's what makes you feel better. Don't keep it. Don't push yourself too much. Just let it be.
Sometimes it is not like we imagined, you know ourselves. Who could always be happy and cheerful? Haha. But you will realize that one day. This pain that you are going through now will be gone. Because you just have to believe in yourself, if you were giving up yourself right now, wouldn't you be sad or feeling guilty for the future you? If you don't wanna make it happen, you're gonna start to change yourself now. It's cool. No need to rush. Take your time. Time will heal you. Now, start loving yourself. Start making changes, cause the miracle could and possibly here one day. All you have to do is wait and see. Because you might not see the road of your life but you might feel it someday. God didn't create you for you to punish yourself because of the mistakes that you've done. But, God created you, for you to see and learn the mistakes that you've done.
It does make sense actually when you know the truth is God is always with you, standing next to you. He knows better than you do. He knows how to make your life better. He just doesn't want to say it in front of your face, because if He does, you might be scared of doing mistakes in front of Him. All you gotta do is start to believe in Him and His promises. Try to give some more in your life. Could give you a strong power to regain yourself? So yeah.
Oh damn! HAHA, I'm supposed to make a wish for myself. There's no way I would tell you guys what I am wishing for. HAHA BYEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!! I AM 20 NOW
This year's birthday feels so shady and kind of sad because I don't feel like celebrating it. Its because I'm not happy with myself. Everything that happened gave me a hit which I'm not feeling it anymore. It just I feel so emotional thinking that something could never return back to me. So that is why I feel like I wanted to write here. My stories. Maybe some of you guys might feel uncomfortable with me, mumbling and expressing my emotional feeling in my blogger. Lol. It just I wanted you guys to know, for someone out there, whos got the same situation with me. It is okay not to be okay. Because we're human. This is normal for someone like us. If u feel sad. Cry. Just cry if that's what makes you feel better. Don't keep it. Don't push yourself too much. Just let it be.
Sometimes it is not like we imagined, you know ourselves. Who could always be happy and cheerful? Haha. But you will realize that one day. This pain that you are going through now will be gone. Because you just have to believe in yourself, if you were giving up yourself right now, wouldn't you be sad or feeling guilty for the future you? If you don't wanna make it happen, you're gonna start to change yourself now. It's cool. No need to rush. Take your time. Time will heal you. Now, start loving yourself. Start making changes, cause the miracle could and possibly here one day. All you have to do is wait and see. Because you might not see the road of your life but you might feel it someday. God didn't create you for you to punish yourself because of the mistakes that you've done. But, God created you, for you to see and learn the mistakes that you've done.
It does make sense actually when you know the truth is God is always with you, standing next to you. He knows better than you do. He knows how to make your life better. He just doesn't want to say it in front of your face, because if He does, you might be scared of doing mistakes in front of Him. All you gotta do is start to believe in Him and His promises. Try to give some more in your life. Could give you a strong power to regain yourself? So yeah.
Oh damn! HAHA, I'm supposed to make a wish for myself. There's no way I would tell you guys what I am wishing for. HAHA BYEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!! I AM 20 NOW
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