I SAW

When i saw that pain coming from a person that was not willing to face the hurt, I feel that this is real. I thought seeing her burst into tears, would not affect me. I tried to endure both of their pains. But the things, its me whos hurt more badly than them. Taking away someone's is never gonna be a cure either for them or me. It could be someone will receive and keep it inside of their body. When the time i consoled both of them. I've felt like, why could god give me the hints earlier than i could have ever thought that i was getting ready for myself to face it. But, if god gave me the hint early maybe i also could not preapring myself.

Everytime i saw something that happen to me, i wish i could never be the one who endures the pain. Instead of, i wish i was never be at the place, watching them suffering, screaming, terrifying about something that they were facing at.

I wish i could let go everything that happened. I wish this thing could go straight away from my life and never got into. I wish time could always turning back when i was still an innocent baby. Whom a person does not knowing what world could possibly be.

But, past made me learn something that nothing you will be get away from. If it must, you have to. Better deal with it or nothing. You have to be stronger than you are be. Let the past teach you on how to appreciate people that are still oj your side. Let them be forever and lasts. There is no way time vould give you a minute or hours or days back to you. It is time for your to notice how world want  you to see the reality not the expectation.