THINKING ABOUT BEING A B****

Assalamualaikum, 

sorry about the topic, it might be rude towards u guys, i'm so sorry

idk what to say, its hard you know to share something privacy with you guys regarding to my dignity for being such a b*****.

Today i have EPT exam. So frustrated right now, i didn't get enough sleep yesterday and now i kind of messed up a little bit, but its okay.

Something just came out yesterday. it disturbing my mind right now. AM I REALLY A B****. AM I REALLY THAT KIND OF GIRL???? SERIOUSLY???

WHY WOMEN ALWAYS POST UP SOMETHING THAT THEY DID NOT LIKE IT ON SOCIAL MED OR SOMETHING???

I think i'm one of that girl cause lol i only posted my story on my blog not intagram, twitter. fork off this shit. I AM SO SORRY. I DIDN'T MEAN TO SAY SOMETHING HARSH. Its because of my soul is ripping. What did i do? why do you need to post something that will humiliate me??

WHY GIRL? Don't be like that. i didn't do something bad to you. I didn't post something that will make your dignity being shit. 

I really can't accept that, cause its my heart you know.

I'd respect you its only because you being yourself

I'd respect you its only because you are my junior. My lil sis

I'd respect you its only because you have an ability nobody have.

Wow, God tested me just fine. i can take it. Its my problem, I can handle it. Thank Allah. I'll get it

I believe what my friend's said "if you have a problem, don't let people handle it for you, try to settle it by yourself. Cause it is you who can change everything not them." 

Wowwwwww thats kind of deep you know, when someone you really got close to them always be there with you. 

Wow, hate this kind of feeling. I am really sad with your attitude.

IM SO SORRY BUDDY. YOU ARE NOT ONE OF MY FRIEND.

thats all guys for today. Wish me luck for my final exam. Hope i can do it with all my strenghtness.

SHOOT. okay bye, ^^

Always be happy. Try to always smile and enjoy your life even if it is a bad day for you. Make people happy to see your smile even though inside of you there are not. 

Assalamualaikum, peace be upon you.