FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

Assalamualaikum 😉😊
Today was the first day school and me as eighteen person are oficially will not go to school as well. Huhuhu its great, right? For you 😏 not me 😢!
I dont know how to story, it is the hardest one whether I want to tell you that I am having a bad day or Yes! I have a very superb fantastic day! It is fun because you will be alone at your house and no one will disturb your sleep, eat and others. But thing is I really dont like lonely. I'm scared of having this thing. When you wake up in the morning, as usual you will do the housethings, and then having a breakfast and .... i dont know, i was like 😑, huh! But act this is okay, I like doing the housethings on my own like doing the dishes, folding the clothes, vacuum the house, hanging the wet clothes 'on my own', I really like that 👍👌💟💟 , but the thing is when i did the whole things, my mom end up saying 'awak tepi sikit, umi nak rehat. Awak bukan buat apa-apa pun,' I was like 💔💔 but I really dont take it seriously but why? What did i do wrong? I really want to help my mom cooking but I am super shy with my parent to help them cooking. This is me. It's kinda weird isn't it? I really dont even know why, but I try. I'd really shy when getting any compliments from my parents, I am scared that will make me feel proud and takbur, 😡. But I am really really sorry if I didn't do anything that would makes my parents proud 😢 , plus I am not sure about my upcoming result would be the superb result. Ya Allah, how can I will be lacked for such this things? Why do  I cannot thank to You ya Allah for everthings. What kind of slave is me? Am I would be in a heaven or hell? That is the first thing I am concern about. Ya Allah, I hope I will be a good slave to you, obeying you, and be a good daughter to my parents and not let ny parent's down just because I didn't do the good thingss 😭😭😭😭😭😭